Thursday, September 9, 2010


Ok, I realize it isn't December. But last night, as I took control over a situation fast becoming wildly bad for me, I realized I need a fresh start! And now is just as good as any. In fact, it is better then any other time! I have a new living situation, and much to be thankful for (as a friend pointed out ;) I have the best friends a girl could ask for. I have family who is understanding, loving and always there for me.

This "bad situation" I speak of heavily involves a boy. I have been venting to Underwood for the better part of the weekend. The realization I came to is this:
If I took care of myself the way I take care of other people, I would only benefit from it. It's the best win win situation!

Why do we think that we need the fresh start each January any way? Isn't each birthday the start of your New Year?

So Today, September 9th... on my birthday, I have made a list of my New Year Resolutions:

1. I will not put myself down, or refer to myself in negative ways ("I am such a heffer today" ect..)
2. I will set realistic goals and relay on myself to complete them
3. I will become debt free
4. I will continue to plan and save to make my move to New York
5. I love with all my heart, which is a great thing, I need to accept this about myself. But I also need to be more careful who is on the receiving end of it.
I don't think that loving someone is ever a waste, and so I am glad I have such a big heart. But that doesn't mean that my heart needs to be broken each time.

Do you have any New Years resolutions?


  1. Happy Birthday! Happy New Year! Happy New Beginnings! I am so excited for you and you are so right about everything you listed. Take care of yourself and you'll do service to all those involved.

  2. Interesting from start to finish. Amazed and nodding with understanding for your insights, commitments and guts. I resonate with your words about love, for they are my own strengths (and weaknesses). You make me laugh and smile! So Hizah! again and again my friend!! And yes, resolutions: to unknot myself; to live with love for every living thing; to see and breathe only goodness; to neither seek nor need the approval of others; to write! and HBDD