I just want my Cat

Soooo this is literally how my cat mamba greets me each day I come home, or just simply reenter the bedroom, AKA B cave where we both dwell a midst the Holiday Apple Cinnamon candle scent, Gilmore Girls, and treats!

Today is cloudy, and chilly out side. I feel a cold coming on with achy muscles and a talking into a bucket like hearing.. yuck. Vit C to the rescue!

I am currently very confused on why people make the choices they make. I know we are all different but isn't there a .. common scene like general response to things in life that we all share? Guess not. What a real bummer too, because I'd love to be able to understand those out of left field choices!

Currently needing a Thelma to my Louis Road trip

This song by Cheryl Crow came on today and it reminded me of when I was stuck on a merry go round of a relationship.. I jumped off, skimmed my knees, staggered to my feet once more, pulled twigs out of my hair and limped forward in a new direction. The people in my life are amazing no doubt... but whats with all the merry go rounds? I am getting sick trying to keep up with the constant motion, and emotion of it all.. is it time to leave the park?

Did I lose you completely in my analogy? lol Here are the lyrics that I love!

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight
I’d be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Nothing’s true and nothing’s right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can’t change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave
    **(um hello nail being hit on the head!)**


I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It’s try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?

When I’ve shown you that I just don’t care
When I’m throwing punches in the air
When I’m broken down and I can’t stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?

Lie to me
I promise I’ll believe
Lie to me
But please don’t leave