Thursday, July 7, 2011

A Meditation on a collection of stupid words

"You, with your words like knives

And swords and weapons that you use against me,

You, have knocked me off my feet again,

Got me feeling like I’m nothing...."

Oh yes Taylor Swift, you are wise.
Mean people suck.


However, ignorant mean people are some other kind of ugly beast in this world.
Eck. It is the rotten luck of myself and my housemates to now be sharing our house -o- awesomeness with one of these very monsters.

We call this monster Tim. For real. That's his name. Tim...ass hat. No. Name calling is keeps the ugly monster alive...

"...I bet you got pushed around,

Somebody made you cold,

But the cycle ends right now,

You can’t lead me down that road,

You don’t know, what you don’t know..."

I am a pretty understanding person. I have been told for years and years that this is true. Teachers, coaches, parents, strangers, friends, family... I have been told. But what I do not understand is any kind of racism or sexism.. or any other ism. just don't. stop right there. cant deal with it. cant hear you out when you are using such hateful words. this is not communication. if you truley stand behind your behavior and your opinion then lets discuss it like adults shall we? You know in calm "inside" voices.. with give in take. moments where I listen and moments when YOU listen.

But hateful shouting and.. ahem! spitting.. is just really not the adult way to go about it. I feel i have earned this adult badge i now sport on my 24year old self daily.

Translation: The monster roommate Tim yelled some very hateful and misguided things at me Tuesday night (what a Greys Anatomy buzz kill right!) There was plenty to be happy about! Greys was on!... a giant Haboob {means dust storm} was headed to town {pictures below}!! I had one last drumstick left!!! But  this happy feeling did not last. Apparently the Tim was upset that I was "gloomy" {his word not mine.. I don't say gloomy.. I don't think?}on the 4th of July. lol This is just silly people. A recount of everything that happened would be... mmmm a waste of time to play out here on my blog, home home away from home for my thoughts {home meaning my head of course} and this is my happy place. So fuck that!

I did however need to flex my venting muscle and get a few of those little thoughts OUT of my home home {my mind} so that I don't have to spend one more min thinking about it.. why?  because....

"...Someday, I’ll be, living in a big old city,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Someday, I’ll be big enough so you can’t hit me,
And all you’re ever gonna be is mean.
Why you gotta be so mean?"

whats to come? its only up hill from here folks.. because I have found GREYS!!!!

To the point
Baller AND Shot Caller
By far my favorite!


  1. Cristina is my favorite, too!!! She is the best character in the world. Except MAYBE Bailey.

  2. Very well said and illustrated.. I LOVE you so much, I'm logging into my account to post just how A-MAZING you are..

    ..and that really such a 'character' like "Tim" it's so obnoxious to discover that people like him are out in this world. I think he should put down the plant before continuing a conversation with you.

    I think that he's obviously very insecure with his life and had shitty role models.. just a guess. If I had the chance to tell him off... I would tell him... look Tim, don't be a judgy bear because when you start off interrogating someone with: "What's your career?" "Where's your husband?" "Why don't you have kids" my favorite: "What's your dream, do you have a dream?" then you really don't want to get to know that person for all the qualities outside of material things that make that person who they are.

    He's in ASS CLOWN for real..(his picture is in the dictonary!) Where have his 3 degree's gotten him.. oh yeah that's right, in a roommate situation with not a very great job and no girlfriend. So maybe you should say.. "Tim why don't you live by your own standards? I think that would be a great END to his lack of conversation skills. Love you!!

  3. Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry. There's nothing worse than neighbor drama, especially when you're dealing with a miserable ass. The lease is up soon, isn't it?

    xox, Lena